There was a time when you were constantly on my mind
But now you only seem to visit me on my lonely nights.
Everything leads me back to you at one am.
And for a moment I let a smile slip through my lips
Because for a moment
Just for a moment
My brain forgets that you no longer care.
I remember when it was promises of a forever
But you were desti
ned to be my happy never after.
Maybe I’m better off without you.
Maybe it’s good that I don’t care.
But nights like these get to me
Because I really wish you were here.
It’s hard to say “I’m over you” when you’re all that I need
But maybe it’s just my loneliness that needs you near.
I wish I could call you up once more
Just to wish you all the best
And tell you all the things I should’ve when I still had the chance.
But it’s been four months and I should probably let go
It’s all for the best
I’d rather be alone.
–Neha Mistry 12 C